A Rainbow Amidst the Rapids...

It's been a few days since my head was shaved. I find in times like this you can either hide under the covers and have a pity party, or you can keep yourself busy and live your life. I opted for the latter, and have had a wonderful weekend. Between some early holiday shopping, a fun date night, a dinner party, and a fun family adventure at Great Falls Park with the kids, I haven't had that much time to dwell on the fact that I hate being bald...again. As the sun hit the rushing rapids the mist created a rainbow. It was great to share that with the kids.

I have donned several styles of wigs and have gotten some use out of my beaubeau scarves. I'm over it already, but I'm doing OK. My husband, kids, family and friends have been very encouraging and supportive. As I tucked in my kids, my son said, "Mommy, even though you are bald, you are still pretty." Even if it's lip service from a 7 year old, it warms my heart. Cookie just rubbed my head and giggled. I know this is tough for all of us, but the fact that we are just moving along with it shows how much I'm loved unconditionally.

I went to the Oncologist for a pre-chemo checkup on Friday and I'm good to go for chemo #2 tomorrow. I'm looking forward to my husband stepping in as my chemo buddy. I can pretty much guarantee that he will not shuffle-tap-step in the middle of the infusion ward, but it will be a bonding morning. I'm looking forward to having him by my side for this not-so-fun event. Hopefully we can do some holiday planning and try to ignore what's really going on.

I'll keep you posted. Say a prayer. Thanks for all of your continued love and support. Six weeks to go...